okay!
what will i say first?
Mm, tired, so tired with all! wanna go out, oh mom just ask dad where will we go, i can't be patient to go somewhere now! I wanna relax, refresh my mind before the real war comes a couple months later.
yah, you know?
my feeling is true!
i can't get the position, i can't get top 5. Hello world! c'mon, i really can't imagine that. Like a ball falls from the highest place. Hurt, so damn hurt! I was cried, yah i'm not lie, so hard to accept it. Actually i'll be okay if my score is good, but now? some subjects are getting low. I'm afraid of something, not for this position.
Ya,
I have a plan with this holiday. I hope come true, cause i hope when i go there i enjoy this holiday.
My eyes are swollen, after i accepted the report i went back. I couldn't stay longer, if i see them i wanna cry. I didn't like this before, i could stay longer, until the school was quiet. And when i reached home, i entered my room and cried, so hard my dad, grandma, uncle n my mom to made me calm. They said it's ok, i have to be better next semester.
Yeah, right.
I don't want to waste my time with crying all the time. I must keep on moving, study study and study. I wanna prove myself.
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